Second comeback....

Blog post Mondays are returning! (hopefully...) It's been over two months since my last post, which wasn't planned. I kept thinking about writing, added it to my "to-do" list, and repeatedly told myself that I needed to do it. Yet, it kept getting deprioritized and never actually happened. Then, a few weeks ago, I finally sat down and wrote what might have been one of my best posts. I was just about to check the spelling, punctuation, and all the details. One wrong click, and the entire post vanished. Words like astounded, cursing, mad, perplexed, and frustrated don't fully capture how I felt. Apparently, auto-save only works when a title is entered—how did I not know that? So I turned off my computer and let it go. I couldn't gather my thoughts enough to rewrite what I had created. So here's to a second attempt at getting back on track.

2025 is behind us, and most people are glad about it. As for me, I'm already tired of 2026. Even though we're only two months in, I'm eager for a reset or a fresh beginning. How could this be possible? It seems like 2025 ended with a lot of unresolved issues that have carried over into 2026. Is this unexpected? No, but somehow, I'm both surprised and thoroughly frustrated by it. Curious about why I want a do-over? Keep reading!

On the list:

Medical issues

Cats & Kittens

Smokey's little scare

Job BS

and more!

The cats, kittens and Smokey will all have their own post - as I truly want to keep my posts short and sweet.

Let's begin with the amusing aspect of aging—medical issues. In 2024/25, I underwent physical therapy three times due to a shoulder problem, which they attributed to poor posture. It turns out my posture isn't the best, but I hadn't realized how much it could impact other parts of the body. During PT, my left forefinger would sometimes become numb, leading them to suspect an issue in my neck. Consequently, I underwent a very costly test in 2024—an EMG on both sides of my upper body.

The results didn't reveal anything surprising; they merely confirmed what we already knew: early stages of carpal tunnel in both wrists and perhaps a hint of arthritis. There was nothing that explained the finger numbness. Insurance was reluctant to approve that test and an MRI at the year's end. It wasn't a major concern since the numbness wasn't constant. Fast forward to late 2025, and my finger has been numb continuously for over three months. I finally had the MRI—quite the experience. The instructions were to lie still for over 20 minutes, which was challenging for someone who fidgets a lot. The MRI revealed two bulging discs in my cervical spine, specifically in sections C3 to C7.

The suggested treatment was a cortisone injection in my neck. It seemed straightforward, but I struggle to stay still even for blood tests. So, I decided to go under sedation to get the injection. Although there was a 50/50 chance of success, I was optimistic. However, it didn't help. Now, I have a second cortisone shot planned and a consultation with a surgeon. The surgeon recommends trying the second shot and returning to Physical Therapy, as he believes surgery isn't necessary at this point.

I'm back at physical therapy and thrilled that I'm not experiencing relief yet. The second cortisone injection has been postponed and will probably be canceled—since, even with insurance, my copay exceeded $2,000. I'll wait until my deductible is met. Considering I've visited my primary care physician, two specialists, had an x-ray, and undergone a full blood panel, I assume the deductible will be met soon.

That's just one aspect of the medical situation. In 2025, my blood work showed concerning results—elevated liver levels and a high white blood cell count. So, I went for a liver ultrasound and discovered it's best to have it done early in the morning. No food or drink for 6 hours beforehand! By 1:30, I was extremely thirsty and hungry. The diagnosis came back: Fatty Liver Disease. What?! I was shocked to receive the same diagnosis as my beloved cat Jasper. What does this mean? A total diet overhaul, including losing 7-10% of my current weight! I already know that changing my diet will be the most challenging part.

In January, I met with a dietitian who assured me that this is a manageable situation and that I'm already making progress with the few changes I've implemented. Her words were reassuring. Even though I mentioned that I veered off my diet during the holidays, she said it's okay and encouraged me to simply get back on track, make small adjustments, and it will all contribute positively. Although the diet change is challenging, I'm discovering some good healthy options, and over time, I won't crave the unhealthy foods that used to dominate my diet. My struggle with the diet continues as I work to get back on track.

In the meantime, I'm seeking some workout or walking companions! If you're also interested in getting fitter, reach out to me, either in person or virtually (phone walks with my best friend Sharon have been fantastic!).

The next post will have updates on the feline part of my household.

Till our tails cross again,

Mel